Saturday, October 24, 2009
Posted by: HY aka Kuon
Time: 03:02
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Human Rights
This morning, after cha siu paos and hot milo, ran with big sis PY at the park. 3 rounds!! and 1 round is like, 700 m? So tired man...

Then after lunch, went over to CY's house to play Street Fighter!! :DD Thanks to Spencer, I'm addicted to that game. :DDD

The guys came over afterward and we did crappy stuff as usual. LOL!! Like, Chee Wai and Wei Jie were frantically battling each other on Street Fighters, then Ha Lin, Arisa, JJ and Spencer got me to sing with them the Pokemon song to disturb them LOL!!!!

Later, Arisa, CY and I went to CY's room to talk about stuff. Seemingly boring but actually interesting stuff. HAHA!! CY was pissed anyway. she had to bitch to us, due to some stuff at school about this girl, and this girl sounds like someone I know oh-so-well, it really pissed my nervous system off. Anyway, that girl is a bitch. And once she's out of school and away from "school protection", the whole gang's gonna beat our bitches up. WOOHOO! Joking.
But I really wished it. :P
So we carried on about our separate social (love) lives and all the good and (mostly) bad stuff going on. Like how CY keeps going on that I can't keep pushing guys away, WHICH I AM NOT!! I just putting BGRs on hold and charging full speed ahead on studies for my future. And that CY has a tiff her crush. And that Arisa really hates her class and her weather friends. At least she has weather friends. Hell, those so-called friends of mine ditched me off with the excuse that I'm blurr and unacceptable in so many ways when they don't even know they're hated by the most of the whole sec 3 level and gossiped about.
And I'm friendless, in class anyway. I have friends outside of class. But anyway, in class there's PE and all so my loneliness will probably be on tip of people's tongues and their scrutiny, which will make me so humiliated thanks to them. Anyway, I'm not gonna let them get to me.
It took me YEARS to build up this self-esteem! I had low self-esteem at first thanks to my dyslexia!! I'm over it now anyway, and it's more like an ability now than a handicap, but I went through countless counselings and doctor check-ups and study sessions and mind-mappings when I was young to get myself so far!! I'm not letting it all get crushed thanks to them brushing me off like I'm just some 1-day decor, those freaking bitches. They forgot how I stood by them when I believed they were right in some messy situation. They had no idea how much I had helped them by writing those letters to get them through that mess. Yeah, they can say "who asked her to help? Peesh!"
I thought this was what friendship about! Accepting each other and helping each other in sticky situations, not including sabotage and bitching in the package! Well, look what happened!! I got a tip-off that I'm blurr, thus that's point that I make people in the process for WHO I AM and my dyslexia symptoms, and the fact that I stood by a 2-year long friend they hated who needed me much, much more than they needed me! When I wanted to talk things out, what did they do? Send me hate mails and treat me like TRASH in public, humiliating me and making me not want to come to school all over again just like in Sec 1!! In the process, my studies went down a notch, and DAMN is that one notch so hard to lift up!! But I lifted it anyway, and I did better! HAH!! When I have a friend, I stick to that person whether he/she is a criminal/billionaire/prostitute/beggar/etc.!! I do not ditch them for their individual personalities! Yes common sense tells me that if that person is bad, it's best to ditch. But an ex-convict with a good or changed heart, surely not? And someone who is, say, narcissistic, or blur, or spoilt, or hot-tempered, or a shopaholic? NO!! GOD no!! If that person goes with someone I hate, I'd understand although I'd be angry, cuz I don't want to put her in a spot or ditch her to make her feel bad!! Not trying to understand, not wanting to listen is being so annoying and immature and SUCH a complication-and-drama-seeker! It just goes to show that such people will have relationship problems in the future with their business and social lives!! Why? Because they can't think and rationalize like adults!! They have to be a bunch of immatures and get themselves to do things the hard way in the future. I'm so not gonna wish them luck!!

Remind me not to help fat, black, bitchy sluts in the future. Yes, they're both fat niggers... AND sluts. Well, one supposedly lesbian and the other in her own world of I'm-such-a-boy-magnet-cuz-I-claim-to-have-so-many-hot-guy-friends-and-manage-to-hook-up-a-hot-bf-and-I'm-downright-perfect-and-unpredictable-despite-being-fugly, ugly, fat-and-fake. YAY!! But hey, I'm NOT being racist with the nigger part!! I know good-natured and awesome dark-skinned people, and I'm not all nigger-ish about them. People like Siti, Nadia, Arham, Darren, etc. Oh don't forget those "hi! hello! :D" people in BHSS. Yep, their tan and they're NOT like those bitches!! URGHHH!! Only naturally or initially tan-skinned bitches like them deserve to be called niggers! Just ranting. I bet CY will be surprised when she sees this passage!! HAHA!! Are you, CY?

Anyway, afterward, CY got to do my hair. JJ came in to watch, surprisingly, and he was into the styling. LOL!! And we kind of talked of back in the kindergarten, about the china boy who practically kissed anyone and everyone. Everyone meaning including boys. And we'd always openly peep at other kindergartners in the toilets to make them unable to pee or shit since they're too busy shouting at us to go away. =.=

Cai Long ordered Hawaiian Pizza and Peperoni Pizza from Pizza Hut when CY and I were trying on our dresses, jackets, a pair of black denim jeans and belts. While eating, we planned to go to AMK tomorrow.I'm gonna go to AMK library with Lindy, Spencer, CL, CY and Chee Wai to get some books and do my homeworks. Then we'll get to drop by AMK Hub to shop around and watch a movie if there's anything interesting and available. Arisa and JJ had to back out since Arisa got to go for her job and JJ has basketball at SS.

Anyway, Papa just assigned me a new newspaper assignment on Human Rights. I'm just getting psyched!! Anyway, right after I've polished up my drafts and get them together, I'll put them up here. :)
Plus, he's already signed me up for cram school and I'll be starting on all my subjects PLUS Pure Literature during the holidays, 5 days per week. Yikes. The education will cause a bomb, factually, and I'll just have to make the best of it. PLUS PLUS PLUS!! Laptops are allowed!! I can bring my own lappy!! YAY!!

OKOK so right now I'm watching Privileged episode 10 on YouTube with Haagen Dazs' Macadamia Brittle + Cookies 'n' Cream and it's awesome!!

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Wong HY
Twin of Wong Rui Yee (deceased)
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