Saturday, September 19, 2009
Posted by: HY aka Kuon
Time: 22:13
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I Gotta Be Strong
Just finished A Math tuition with Yu Jie and lunch. Currently on my way to Anna's house to study with her and CY throughout!! YAY!! Everytime I see the swimming pool at Anna's condo, I feel tempted to just jump into it and swim. I don't know why, but I always have this weird urges.

Once, when I was around kindergarten age, I saw this cat swimming at the canal behind my house, and smiling away. I wanted to jump in and join it but I knew I couldn't swim... Too bad...

YTD night, when watching Harry Potter with JJ from around 2 am to 4 am, Jocelyn started an FB chat conversation with me when she saw me on9. One thing led to another, and she managed to convince me (sigh...) to cut a bit of my study time and spend her birthday with her. So from 5 am to 11 am, I study at home, 11.30 am to 3.00 pm I study at Anna's house again with CY, Hana and Arisa, then 3.30 pm to 7.00 pm with Joce to celebrate her birthday at the dinner X cinema outing. We're gonna sneak food into the theatre. LOL!!

Then from 8.30 onwards study study study...

I always skip PE at school and use that time to be alone in the class to study. I don't have any friends in class, that's why. I'm like, the unpopular loner of the class. My friends ditched me because my blurrness got on their nerves. I've shed many tears over it, and I still do now when I think too much about it, but at least I can turn to studying hard to forget it all and work towards my future. It really hurts to be isolated and looked upon by others as 'the girl whom everyone hates'. Life sucks in class, but I deal with it 'til recess and after school, when I finally can have my other friends with me, and of course, my family members.

Sometimes, I really wished Rui Yee was still here with me, to wipe my tears away and be with me as my classmate, friend ans sister in class, whenever I'm alone. God gave me a twin sister to brave through the storms together, but Hades had to snatch her away from me when I needed her most. I wonder why he didn't do away with me too.

I think I really have to stop coming late for school and skipping school just to avoid them. It's so not worth it and if anyone who's reading this also play truant because of these matters, let me tell you, it's so not worth it. Because the loser will be you in the end and they will carry on with life happily, and it just won't be fair in the end. So in order to make it justiceable, you've just got to thicken your skin a few inches, block out all those people who hurt you and be a workaholic. :DD

加油!!

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Wong HY
Twin of Wong Rui Yee (deceased)
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