Monday, August 31, 2009
Posted by: HY aka Kuon
Time: 02:23
Comments: 0
Sad Sad Sad
I didn't know why, but I felt so horrible today. OK, maybe I know why but I just don't want to spell it all out here. I just couldn't take it, so on the way home from the bus terminal, I went to the canal near the playground, squatted down and started crying into my band t-shirt. LOL!!

It was so weird. I kept screaming and crying into it for about 2 - 3 minutes until I've really finally let it all out. Only right after I wiped away my tears and stuffed my shirt in my bag did I notice Cai Long behind me. It's been so fucking tough. It was damn awkward. When I saw him, I quickly turned away and said "shit".

So here it goes:


CL: Why you cry?
Me: Some stuff. Not big, but it makes me feel like a loser.
CL: School stuff again?
Me: Yep.
CL: Oh............. What happen?
Me: Nothing happened. I was just thinking about it all the way home. I couldn't take it, so I came here.
CL: You feel better?
Me: Ya. But still feel like a loser.
CL: You're not la!! Come on!! (ruffle my hair)
Me: I'm always alone for PE and stuff. Isn't that pathetic? I can feel people watching me walk alone and thinking I'm a loner, which is not what I want, because I don't need their pity or their attention. You get it?
CL: That's just you la. Feeling like that makes you "you", get it?
Me: Yeah. Stop looking at my face. It's not nice.
CL: LOL!! I'm not good at comforting. Wanna drink?
Me: Milo? At uncle shop?
CL: OK. ^^

Then he just HAD to ask that question...


CL: Do you still like _____?
Me: Aiya I don't know la!! I don't think he likes me. And I'm slowly getting rid of my feelings for him.
CL: Whaaat?
Me: That's the only perfect ending I can ever get.
CL: You know, I saw rabbit porn on YouTube.
Me: LOL!! Eww!! Bunnies with erections?
CL: Yes. But the cock damn small sia. Quite disappointing.
Me: Urgh.

Yeah, you get it. The rest is M18.



So we finally reached uncle's shop, bought the cold can milo and sat at the stone table there to drink. It's good to know that I'm not entirely alone in this world, anyway. :)

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