Hi people!! Lately, I've been too busy at AIS and socialising, so I hadn't much time to blog, so I've got myself this cool leather bound diary to record stuff for my blog once I have the free time to sit down and type them all into this beige-frame blog box. :DD This is the busiest holiday I've ever had!!
Just watched Fantastic Mr Fox today and it was awesome!! Fill you guys in later!! Watching Christmas Carol tomorrow!! BYE!!
Watched 2012 with buddies from AIS, Ash and YK, at Cathay Cineleisure!! Just began summer school and I so have no time to blog and all that!! Don't expect much of me this holidays!! BBQ next Tuesday with CY and co.!! Can't wait!! BYE~! So sorry this is such a short post. :(
I've just started playing at roiworld.com AGAIN!! YAY!! Take a look at the makeovers I did. :DD CY, you so gotta take up makeup lessons and do THESE!! 麻烦你了!! HAHA!! I pay for your lessons :X Lala lala laaa...
Vampire Makeup
Halloween Hottie (OK I know the name sounds lame but roiworld named it that. Not me. So don't laugh. Especially you, JJ)
I'm back and BETTER THAN EVER but still missing the mood to blog. CY ordered MORE clothes on Gmarket for us to share and I am PSYCHED!!
Got to thank you bodos for meeting me at the airport!! HAHA!! Thanks a lot!! First I had people waiting for my return. O_O I feel so awesome!! HAHA!! Got LOADS of clothes and stockings from Japan. Could've gotten more but Papa really guarded his wallet on this trip. Guess he learnt quite a few lessons during our trip in Bei Jing and Melbourne, and his latest honeymoon with Mama this year at Vegas. 50 yo already, still honeymoon. Aiyo. I don't want to know what they did on the trip. PY can't help imagining what they might do and she's freaking out, and I'm so glad I have the ability to not think such thoughts. Poor PY...
7 days at Hokkaido. Took the tour bus for the first 4 days, and the other 3 days, we roam around with Mami. Who is Mami? She is a friend of SYl who is the daughter of my mother's friend. @__@ Read that a few times to get the gist, or you can just forget it. Anyway, Mami studies in Melbourne with SY. SY was the one who brought us around Melbourne. I only remembered that Melbourne was ultra cold even though it wasn't snowing. Same here in Hokkaido. ULTRAAAA COLD-D-D-D-D!!
Anyway, one thing annoying about Japan is that in most malls, I keep hearing "Gold Digger". Very headache you know. The song was horrible and... hearing it multiple times... Aiyo. Why can't they play something nicer? Like Adam Lambert songs? Geez!!
Oh well, it's good to be home. :D
You know the people in Japan very weird. The hotel people la. They smile a lot and when I full around with Shawn and CY they will smile at us, laugh and sometimes nod their heads in greeting. O_O Weirdos. But I still smile back. Japan has a lot of theme parks CAN?!! Disneyland in Tokyo was AWESOME!! HAHAHA!! I can't wait to tell CY EVERYTHING!! HAHAHA!!! She'll be SO jealous!! :P I love Japan, but I don't think I can survive there as a student and a worker, or as a citizen anyway. It'll be so difficult. I just want to live in Mongolia once I'm old enough to migrate back home. :DD HOHO!! I can work with Baktsai and O-yun on the lawyer company, become a professor and teach all those kiddos proper English instead of rubbish and watch pandas giving birth on YouTube with my cousins. =.= they just LOVE laughing at animal porn and baby animal birth. I once had to sit through with them and watch this video of several panda mamas giving birth... OK I admit I had a good laugh but it can be rather disturbing also. And giraffe giving birth. Aiyo. The giraffe Mama actually pees on the baby whilst half way giving birth AND after giving birth. Yep.
*Piss* *Piss* "Welcome to the world, Baby Giraffe." *Piss* *Piss*
Went to East Coast with CY, Hannah, CL, JJ, Chee Wai, Ha Lin, Arisa, Spencer, Lindy, Wei Jie and Ryan last night!! It was really cool, playing with the fireworks in the dark. A kind of nice, mystical feeling. :DD It was a short but satisfying period of time. Tomorrow I'll be in Hokkaido so I'll really miss them for during those days. Oh well, at least I can go SHOPPING~~!! HAHAHAA~~!!
Hmmm... lately, I've been bored of blogging. :( Is it bad?
Should I close down my blog?
Or should I abandon it for a while, take a break and go back to it?
I like the 2nd opt. better. :DDD Let me think about it at Hokkaido and I'll let you guys know.
I already refreshed my tagboard. You guys feel free to bombard it with rubbish. HAHA!! They say the sex rate is high in Japan. Hope I don't see anyway public sex scenes. Eeyur.
Oh no. I think I'm in love with Adam Lambert even though he is gay... ARGH!! Another unrequited love... T.T He's so much hotter than the Jonas Brothers, and so many other mega good looking stars!!
Just when we were in the middle of playing at the horse-racing game booth, it HAD to rain at 8 pm and we didn't get to try out so many other great stalls, like the candy floss and honey stick stall, the ramli burger stall and the other game booths. :( Everyone practically ran for shelter, and Wei Jie and I fell behind CY and everyone else, and got separated thanks to the human wall.
The stick fireworks event was canceled, and we all had to go off early. Wei Jie got Ha Lin by phone, since I can't find my phone somewhere in my house, and we went off to 7-eleven to get beer and microwave food to fill for the other half of our dinner. We just sat by the road side and ate and drank. It may sound like nothing much, but I think I enjoyed eating 7-eleven microwave food on the roadside with my friends just as much as I would enjoy playing and eating with them at the carnival if there's no rain.
Then we all hitched a short bus ride to Ha Lin's house to watch "Drag Me To Hell" which was HORRIFYING!! I drank a lot because I was kind of upset about missing the stick fireworks event. Everyone managed to cheer me up by promising that we will light up the stick fireworks on the 1st of Nov!! YAY!! Oh, and the count down to Halloween was AWESOME!! But right after that, I was so drained off my energy. I'm not sure if I knocked out of being too drunk or if I just slept because I was tired and it was 2 am, but I conked out anyway. Ironically, Mama and Papa's flight from Vegas lands at 2 am. CY SMSed them to tell them we're conking out at Wei Jie's house. I wanted to go but CY said I was too drunk and smelled like a lot of alcohol.
The next thing I knew, it was exactly 10.11 am today, and I found me, CY and CL at their doorstep. CL had woken way earlier than me. CY was still out though. I let CL get her into the house and I walked home. Surprisingly, Mama and Papa weren't angry but they're grounding me for my first week of holidays to prepare for AIS summer school. I showered and made sure to get rid of every sweaty, smelly stench.
I looked with Aunty Mary to see what they got me. HUMONGOUS M&Ms!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!! And a big lolli-candy. :DDD Mama got me a pair of shoes but I've yet to see it. Hopefully, it's nice. Mama's hint: It's black. And has heels. O_O If you're picturing those typical boring black pointy shoes with heels, so am I. Hopefully it isn't.
Anyway, got to go out soon to buy ingredients for the caramel apples. :DDD BYE!!
EXTRA NOTE: Oh by the way, PY went to the airport not only to pick up Mama and Papa, but before that, to be present when great author Neil Gaiman appears!! She got him to sign my favourite book of his, "The Graveyard Book"!! AWESOME!!
Not a closet of shoes. Just a rack of shoes. OK, make it two racks. Unless it's one long rack.
Alright, I just saw a bunch of shoes on9 and I so want to get them!! Once Mama gets home, I'll get her to get the money out of my bank to buy 'em!! I just have to work out how to minimise those shoes down to 10 pairs!! And it's totally my money I'm spending!!
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I know hardly dedicate songs, but I'm dedicating this song to all my great friends out there, and of course, my humongous, gigantic family!! :DDD Thanks for slogging your guts out for a happy ending for me for the future. Even though the song is sad and all, but it sounds nice anyway. And you get my intentions, surely!!
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life Can't get no love without sacrifice If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I'm wasted And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I'm wasted And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. To live the rest of our life, But not together.
This morning, after cha siu paos and hot milo, ran with big sis PY at the park. 3 rounds!! and 1 round is like, 700 m? So tired man...
Then after lunch, went over to CY's house to play Street Fighter!! :DD Thanks to Spencer, I'm addicted to that game. :DDD
The guys came over afterward and we did crappy stuff as usual. LOL!! Like, Chee Wai and Wei Jie were frantically battling each other on Street Fighters, then Ha Lin, Arisa, JJ and Spencer got me to sing with them the Pokemon song to disturb them LOL!!!!
Later, Arisa, CY and I went to CY's room to talk about stuff. Seemingly boring but actually interesting stuff. HAHA!! CY was pissed anyway. she had to bitch to us, due to some stuff at school about this girl, and this girl sounds like someone I know oh-so-well, it really pissed my nervous system off. Anyway, that girl is a bitch. And once she's out of school and away from "school protection", the whole gang's gonna beat our bitches up. WOOHOO! Joking. But I really wished it. :P So we carried on about our separate social (love) lives and all the good and (mostly) bad stuff going on. Like how CY keeps going on that I can't keep pushing guys away, WHICH I AM NOT!! I just putting BGRs on hold and charging full speed ahead on studies for my future. And that CY has a tiff her crush. And that Arisa really hates her class and her weather friends. At least she has weather friends. Hell, those so-called friends of mine ditched me off with the excuse that I'm blurr and unacceptable in so many ways when they don't even know they're hated by the most of the whole sec 3 level and gossiped about. And I'm friendless, in class anyway. I have friends outside of class. But anyway, in class there's PE and all so my loneliness will probably be on tip of people's tongues and their scrutiny, which will make me so humiliated thanks to them. Anyway, I'm not gonna let them get to me. It took me YEARS to build up this self-esteem! I had low self-esteem at first thanks to my dyslexia!! I'm over it now anyway, and it's more like an ability now than a handicap, but I went through countless counselings and doctor check-ups and study sessions and mind-mappings when I was young to get myself so far!! I'm not letting it all get crushed thanks to them brushing me off like I'm just some 1-day decor, those freaking bitches. They forgot how I stood by them when I believed they were right in some messy situation. They had no idea how much I had helped them by writing those letters to get them through that mess. Yeah, they can say "who asked her to help? Peesh!" I thought this was what friendship about! Accepting each other and helping each other in sticky situations, not including sabotage and bitching in the package! Well, look what happened!! I got a tip-off that I'm blurr, thus that's point that I make people in the process for WHO I AM and my dyslexia symptoms, and the fact that I stood by a 2-year long friend they hated who needed me much, much more than they needed me! When I wanted to talk things out, what did they do? Send me hate mails and treat me like TRASH in public, humiliating me and making me not want to come to school all over again just like in Sec 1!! In the process, my studies went down a notch, and DAMN is that one notch so hard to lift up!! But I lifted it anyway, and I did better! HAH!! When I have a friend, I stick to that person whether he/she is a criminal/billionaire/prostitute/beggar/etc.!! I do not ditch them for their individual personalities! Yes common sense tells me that if that person is bad, it's best to ditch. But an ex-convict with a good or changed heart, surely not? And someone who is, say, narcissistic, or blur, or spoilt, or hot-tempered, or a shopaholic? NO!! GOD no!! If that person goes with someone I hate, I'd understand although I'd be angry, cuz I don't want to put her in a spot or ditch her to make her feel bad!! Not trying to understand, not wanting to listen is being so annoying and immature and SUCH a complication-and-drama-seeker! It just goes to show that such people will have relationship problems in the future with their business and social lives!! Why? Because they can't think and rationalize like adults!! They have to be a bunch of immatures and get themselves to do things the hard way in the future. I'm so not gonna wish them luck!! Remind me not to help fat, black, bitchy sluts in the future. Yes, they're both fat niggers... AND sluts. Well, one supposedly lesbian and the other in her own world of I'm-such-a-boy-magnet-cuz-I-claim-to-have-so-many-hot-guy-friends-and-manage-to-hook-up-a-hot-bf-and-I'm-downright-perfect-and-unpredictable-despite-being-fugly, ugly, fat-and-fake.YAY!! But hey, I'm NOT being racist with the nigger part!! I know good-natured and awesome dark-skinned people, and I'm not all nigger-ish about them. People like Siti, Nadia, Arham, Darren, etc. Oh don't forget those "hi! hello! :D" people in BHSS. Yep, their tan and they're NOT like those bitches!! URGHHH!! Only naturally or initially tan-skinned bitches like them deserve to be called niggers! Just ranting. I bet CY will be surprised when she sees this passage!! HAHA!! Are you, CY?
Anyway, afterward, CY got to do my hair. JJ came in to watch, surprisingly, and he was into the styling. LOL!! And we kind of talked of back in the kindergarten, about the china boy who practically kissed anyone and everyone. Everyone meaning including boys. And we'd always openly peep at other kindergartners in the toilets to make them unable to pee or shit since they're too busy shouting at us to go away. =.=
Cai Long ordered Hawaiian Pizza and Peperoni Pizza from Pizza Hut when CY and I were trying on our dresses, jackets, a pair of black denim jeans and belts. While eating, we planned to go to AMK tomorrow.I'm gonna go to AMK library with Lindy, Spencer, CL, CY and Chee Wai to get some books and do my homeworks. Then we'll get to drop by AMK Hub to shop around and watch a movie if there's anything interesting and available. Arisa and JJ had to back out since Arisa got to go for her job and JJ has basketball at SS.
Anyway, Papa just assigned me a new newspaper assignment on Human Rights. I'm just getting psyched!! Anyway, right after I've polished up my drafts and get them together, I'll put them up here. :) Plus, he's already signed me up for cram school and I'll be starting on all my subjects PLUS Pure Literature during the holidays, 5 days per week. Yikes. The education will cause a bomb, factually, and I'll just have to make the best of it. PLUS PLUS PLUS!! Laptops are allowed!! I can bring my own lappy!! YAY!!
OKOK so right now I'm watching Privileged episode 10 on YouTube with Haagen Dazs' Macadamia Brittle + Cookies 'n' Cream and it's awesome!!
(See the last picture on the right? The hat ought to go with the bottom center photo's dress. The last picture's outfit is horirble!! O_O Oh, in the top right picture, I prefer the dress in the background. Both dresses are nice, anyway.)
That's Berlin Fashion Week for you!! Speaking about Berlin Fashion, I finally got myself to play some Berlin fashion game on roiworld.com. :DD
It looks awful. You gotta zoom in. Maybe I should've included the stockings and changed ther hair to that two pigtails style. Hmmm...
Hi!! Went to Lindy's house yesterday to collect my PONYO PLUSHIE!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Stayed over for a while also to play!!
Watch Spencer play this Resident Evil game or something for a while. The zombies damn disgusting and annoying la!! The powerful ones have these tongues that can lash out a few meters, grab a prey and start feasting. And they make this horrible half choking half snarling sound. =.= The good part is Spencer hardly let his character dies. Practice makes perfect!! :DDD
I ignored him afterward and played Street Fighters and Spiderman on his red PSP. :DDDDDD He got a lot of games la. I found the Wolverine game too complicated so I quit playing after 3 or 4 attempts. He had a Ponyo game you know!! It's fun for the first few times but until evening, I got bored of it and played Street Fighter. Street Fighter kind of sucked at first since I was out at practice. So Spencer told me to go Training Grounds mode first to get a hang of it before going to Battle mode. :DDD Hohoho!! Spencer genius sia!!
Anyway, that was yesterday. Now it's a Saturday morning and Mama and Papa has gone off to the airport for a 10 hour plane trip to Las Vegas. I remember the plane trip I had to Washington with Godma. I don't know exactly how long it was since I can't be bothered to check then and I'm blurr so it kind of didn't cross my mind to check (heh heh...), but all I knew was that the journey was freaking long and I slept a lot. I also watched 2 movies and 1 PowerPuff girl episode. :DDD
OK GTG now. Aunty Mary just steam finish cha siu pao for me!! YAY!!
Hi people!! Lately, I've been too busy at AIS and socialising, so I hadn't much time to blog, so I've got myself this cool leather bound diary to record stuff for my blog once I have the free time to sit down and type them all into this beige-frame blog box. :DD This is the busiest holiday I've ever had!!
Just watched Fantastic Mr Fox today and it was awesome!! Fill you guys in later!! Watching Christmas Carol tomorrow!! BYE!!
Watched 2012 with buddies from AIS, Ash and YK, at Cathay Cineleisure!! Just began summer school and I so have no time to blog and all that!! Don't expect much of me this holidays!! BBQ next Tuesday with CY and co.!! Can't wait!! BYE~! So sorry this is such a short post. :(
I've just started playing at roiworld.com AGAIN!! YAY!! Take a look at the makeovers I did. :DD CY, you so gotta take up makeup lessons and do THESE!! 麻烦你了!! HAHA!! I pay for your lessons :X Lala lala laaa...
Vampire Makeup
Halloween Hottie (OK I know the name sounds lame but roiworld named it that. Not me. So don't laugh. Especially you, JJ)
I'm back and BETTER THAN EVER but still missing the mood to blog. CY ordered MORE clothes on Gmarket for us to share and I am PSYCHED!!
Got to thank you bodos for meeting me at the airport!! HAHA!! Thanks a lot!! First I had people waiting for my return. O_O I feel so awesome!! HAHA!! Got LOADS of clothes and stockings from Japan. Could've gotten more but Papa really guarded his wallet on this trip. Guess he learnt quite a few lessons during our trip in Bei Jing and Melbourne, and his latest honeymoon with Mama this year at Vegas. 50 yo already, still honeymoon. Aiyo. I don't want to know what they did on the trip. PY can't help imagining what they might do and she's freaking out, and I'm so glad I have the ability to not think such thoughts. Poor PY...
7 days at Hokkaido. Took the tour bus for the first 4 days, and the other 3 days, we roam around with Mami. Who is Mami? She is a friend of SYl who is the daughter of my mother's friend. @__@ Read that a few times to get the gist, or you can just forget it. Anyway, Mami studies in Melbourne with SY. SY was the one who brought us around Melbourne. I only remembered that Melbourne was ultra cold even though it wasn't snowing. Same here in Hokkaido. ULTRAAAA COLD-D-D-D-D!!
Anyway, one thing annoying about Japan is that in most malls, I keep hearing "Gold Digger". Very headache you know. The song was horrible and... hearing it multiple times... Aiyo. Why can't they play something nicer? Like Adam Lambert songs? Geez!!
Oh well, it's good to be home. :D
You know the people in Japan very weird. The hotel people la. They smile a lot and when I full around with Shawn and CY they will smile at us, laugh and sometimes nod their heads in greeting. O_O Weirdos. But I still smile back. Japan has a lot of theme parks CAN?!! Disneyland in Tokyo was AWESOME!! HAHAHA!! I can't wait to tell CY EVERYTHING!! HAHAHA!!! She'll be SO jealous!! :P I love Japan, but I don't think I can survive there as a student and a worker, or as a citizen anyway. It'll be so difficult. I just want to live in Mongolia once I'm old enough to migrate back home. :DD HOHO!! I can work with Baktsai and O-yun on the lawyer company, become a professor and teach all those kiddos proper English instead of rubbish and watch pandas giving birth on YouTube with my cousins. =.= they just LOVE laughing at animal porn and baby animal birth. I once had to sit through with them and watch this video of several panda mamas giving birth... OK I admit I had a good laugh but it can be rather disturbing also. And giraffe giving birth. Aiyo. The giraffe Mama actually pees on the baby whilst half way giving birth AND after giving birth. Yep.
*Piss* *Piss* "Welcome to the world, Baby Giraffe." *Piss* *Piss*
Went to East Coast with CY, Hannah, CL, JJ, Chee Wai, Ha Lin, Arisa, Spencer, Lindy, Wei Jie and Ryan last night!! It was really cool, playing with the fireworks in the dark. A kind of nice, mystical feeling. :DD It was a short but satisfying period of time. Tomorrow I'll be in Hokkaido so I'll really miss them for during those days. Oh well, at least I can go SHOPPING~~!! HAHAHAA~~!!
Hmmm... lately, I've been bored of blogging. :( Is it bad?
Should I close down my blog?
Or should I abandon it for a while, take a break and go back to it?
I like the 2nd opt. better. :DDD Let me think about it at Hokkaido and I'll let you guys know.
I already refreshed my tagboard. You guys feel free to bombard it with rubbish. HAHA!! They say the sex rate is high in Japan. Hope I don't see anyway public sex scenes. Eeyur.
Oh no. I think I'm in love with Adam Lambert even though he is gay... ARGH!! Another unrequited love... T.T He's so much hotter than the Jonas Brothers, and so many other mega good looking stars!!
Just when we were in the middle of playing at the horse-racing game booth, it HAD to rain at 8 pm and we didn't get to try out so many other great stalls, like the candy floss and honey stick stall, the ramli burger stall and the other game booths. :( Everyone practically ran for shelter, and Wei Jie and I fell behind CY and everyone else, and got separated thanks to the human wall.
The stick fireworks event was canceled, and we all had to go off early. Wei Jie got Ha Lin by phone, since I can't find my phone somewhere in my house, and we went off to 7-eleven to get beer and microwave food to fill for the other half of our dinner. We just sat by the road side and ate and drank. It may sound like nothing much, but I think I enjoyed eating 7-eleven microwave food on the roadside with my friends just as much as I would enjoy playing and eating with them at the carnival if there's no rain.
Then we all hitched a short bus ride to Ha Lin's house to watch "Drag Me To Hell" which was HORRIFYING!! I drank a lot because I was kind of upset about missing the stick fireworks event. Everyone managed to cheer me up by promising that we will light up the stick fireworks on the 1st of Nov!! YAY!! Oh, and the count down to Halloween was AWESOME!! But right after that, I was so drained off my energy. I'm not sure if I knocked out of being too drunk or if I just slept because I was tired and it was 2 am, but I conked out anyway. Ironically, Mama and Papa's flight from Vegas lands at 2 am. CY SMSed them to tell them we're conking out at Wei Jie's house. I wanted to go but CY said I was too drunk and smelled like a lot of alcohol.
The next thing I knew, it was exactly 10.11 am today, and I found me, CY and CL at their doorstep. CL had woken way earlier than me. CY was still out though. I let CL get her into the house and I walked home. Surprisingly, Mama and Papa weren't angry but they're grounding me for my first week of holidays to prepare for AIS summer school. I showered and made sure to get rid of every sweaty, smelly stench.
I looked with Aunty Mary to see what they got me. HUMONGOUS M&Ms!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!! And a big lolli-candy. :DDD Mama got me a pair of shoes but I've yet to see it. Hopefully, it's nice. Mama's hint: It's black. And has heels. O_O If you're picturing those typical boring black pointy shoes with heels, so am I. Hopefully it isn't.
Anyway, got to go out soon to buy ingredients for the caramel apples. :DDD BYE!!
EXTRA NOTE: Oh by the way, PY went to the airport not only to pick up Mama and Papa, but before that, to be present when great author Neil Gaiman appears!! She got him to sign my favourite book of his, "The Graveyard Book"!! AWESOME!!
Not a closet of shoes. Just a rack of shoes. OK, make it two racks. Unless it's one long rack.
Alright, I just saw a bunch of shoes on9 and I so want to get them!! Once Mama gets home, I'll get her to get the money out of my bank to buy 'em!! I just have to work out how to minimise those shoes down to 10 pairs!! And it's totally my money I'm spending!!
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I know hardly dedicate songs, but I'm dedicating this song to all my great friends out there, and of course, my humongous, gigantic family!! :DDD Thanks for slogging your guts out for a happy ending for me for the future. Even though the song is sad and all, but it sounds nice anyway. And you get my intentions, surely!!
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life Can't get no love without sacrifice If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I'm wasted And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I'm wasted And I'm wastin' every day
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. To live the rest of our life, But not together.
This morning, after cha siu paos and hot milo, ran with big sis PY at the park. 3 rounds!! and 1 round is like, 700 m? So tired man...
Then after lunch, went over to CY's house to play Street Fighter!! :DD Thanks to Spencer, I'm addicted to that game. :DDD
The guys came over afterward and we did crappy stuff as usual. LOL!! Like, Chee Wai and Wei Jie were frantically battling each other on Street Fighters, then Ha Lin, Arisa, JJ and Spencer got me to sing with them the Pokemon song to disturb them LOL!!!!
Later, Arisa, CY and I went to CY's room to talk about stuff. Seemingly boring but actually interesting stuff. HAHA!! CY was pissed anyway. she had to bitch to us, due to some stuff at school about this girl, and this girl sounds like someone I know oh-so-well, it really pissed my nervous system off. Anyway, that girl is a bitch. And once she's out of school and away from "school protection", the whole gang's gonna beat our bitches up. WOOHOO! Joking. But I really wished it. :P So we carried on about our separate social (love) lives and all the good and (mostly) bad stuff going on. Like how CY keeps going on that I can't keep pushing guys away, WHICH I AM NOT!! I just putting BGRs on hold and charging full speed ahead on studies for my future. And that CY has a tiff her crush. And that Arisa really hates her class and her weather friends. At least she has weather friends. Hell, those so-called friends of mine ditched me off with the excuse that I'm blurr and unacceptable in so many ways when they don't even know they're hated by the most of the whole sec 3 level and gossiped about. And I'm friendless, in class anyway. I have friends outside of class. But anyway, in class there's PE and all so my loneliness will probably be on tip of people's tongues and their scrutiny, which will make me so humiliated thanks to them. Anyway, I'm not gonna let them get to me. It took me YEARS to build up this self-esteem! I had low self-esteem at first thanks to my dyslexia!! I'm over it now anyway, and it's more like an ability now than a handicap, but I went through countless counselings and doctor check-ups and study sessions and mind-mappings when I was young to get myself so far!! I'm not letting it all get crushed thanks to them brushing me off like I'm just some 1-day decor, those freaking bitches. They forgot how I stood by them when I believed they were right in some messy situation. They had no idea how much I had helped them by writing those letters to get them through that mess. Yeah, they can say "who asked her to help? Peesh!" I thought this was what friendship about! Accepting each other and helping each other in sticky situations, not including sabotage and bitching in the package! Well, look what happened!! I got a tip-off that I'm blurr, thus that's point that I make people in the process for WHO I AM and my dyslexia symptoms, and the fact that I stood by a 2-year long friend they hated who needed me much, much more than they needed me! When I wanted to talk things out, what did they do? Send me hate mails and treat me like TRASH in public, humiliating me and making me not want to come to school all over again just like in Sec 1!! In the process, my studies went down a notch, and DAMN is that one notch so hard to lift up!! But I lifted it anyway, and I did better! HAH!! When I have a friend, I stick to that person whether he/she is a criminal/billionaire/prostitute/beggar/etc.!! I do not ditch them for their individual personalities! Yes common sense tells me that if that person is bad, it's best to ditch. But an ex-convict with a good or changed heart, surely not? And someone who is, say, narcissistic, or blur, or spoilt, or hot-tempered, or a shopaholic? NO!! GOD no!! If that person goes with someone I hate, I'd understand although I'd be angry, cuz I don't want to put her in a spot or ditch her to make her feel bad!! Not trying to understand, not wanting to listen is being so annoying and immature and SUCH a complication-and-drama-seeker! It just goes to show that such people will have relationship problems in the future with their business and social lives!! Why? Because they can't think and rationalize like adults!! They have to be a bunch of immatures and get themselves to do things the hard way in the future. I'm so not gonna wish them luck!! Remind me not to help fat, black, bitchy sluts in the future. Yes, they're both fat niggers... AND sluts. Well, one supposedly lesbian and the other in her own world of I'm-such-a-boy-magnet-cuz-I-claim-to-have-so-many-hot-guy-friends-and-manage-to-hook-up-a-hot-bf-and-I'm-downright-perfect-and-unpredictable-despite-being-fugly, ugly, fat-and-fake.YAY!! But hey, I'm NOT being racist with the nigger part!! I know good-natured and awesome dark-skinned people, and I'm not all nigger-ish about them. People like Siti, Nadia, Arham, Darren, etc. Oh don't forget those "hi! hello! :D" people in BHSS. Yep, their tan and they're NOT like those bitches!! URGHHH!! Only naturally or initially tan-skinned bitches like them deserve to be called niggers! Just ranting. I bet CY will be surprised when she sees this passage!! HAHA!! Are you, CY?
Anyway, afterward, CY got to do my hair. JJ came in to watch, surprisingly, and he was into the styling. LOL!! And we kind of talked of back in the kindergarten, about the china boy who practically kissed anyone and everyone. Everyone meaning including boys. And we'd always openly peep at other kindergartners in the toilets to make them unable to pee or shit since they're too busy shouting at us to go away. =.=
Cai Long ordered Hawaiian Pizza and Peperoni Pizza from Pizza Hut when CY and I were trying on our dresses, jackets, a pair of black denim jeans and belts. While eating, we planned to go to AMK tomorrow.I'm gonna go to AMK library with Lindy, Spencer, CL, CY and Chee Wai to get some books and do my homeworks. Then we'll get to drop by AMK Hub to shop around and watch a movie if there's anything interesting and available. Arisa and JJ had to back out since Arisa got to go for her job and JJ has basketball at SS.
Anyway, Papa just assigned me a new newspaper assignment on Human Rights. I'm just getting psyched!! Anyway, right after I've polished up my drafts and get them together, I'll put them up here. :) Plus, he's already signed me up for cram school and I'll be starting on all my subjects PLUS Pure Literature during the holidays, 5 days per week. Yikes. The education will cause a bomb, factually, and I'll just have to make the best of it. PLUS PLUS PLUS!! Laptops are allowed!! I can bring my own lappy!! YAY!!
OKOK so right now I'm watching Privileged episode 10 on YouTube with Haagen Dazs' Macadamia Brittle + Cookies 'n' Cream and it's awesome!!
(See the last picture on the right? The hat ought to go with the bottom center photo's dress. The last picture's outfit is horirble!! O_O Oh, in the top right picture, I prefer the dress in the background. Both dresses are nice, anyway.)
That's Berlin Fashion Week for you!! Speaking about Berlin Fashion, I finally got myself to play some Berlin fashion game on roiworld.com. :DD
It looks awful. You gotta zoom in. Maybe I should've included the stockings and changed ther hair to that two pigtails style. Hmmm...
Hi!! Went to Lindy's house yesterday to collect my PONYO PLUSHIE!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Stayed over for a while also to play!!
Watch Spencer play this Resident Evil game or something for a while. The zombies damn disgusting and annoying la!! The powerful ones have these tongues that can lash out a few meters, grab a prey and start feasting. And they make this horrible half choking half snarling sound. =.= The good part is Spencer hardly let his character dies. Practice makes perfect!! :DDD
I ignored him afterward and played Street Fighters and Spiderman on his red PSP. :DDDDDD He got a lot of games la. I found the Wolverine game too complicated so I quit playing after 3 or 4 attempts. He had a Ponyo game you know!! It's fun for the first few times but until evening, I got bored of it and played Street Fighter. Street Fighter kind of sucked at first since I was out at practice. So Spencer told me to go Training Grounds mode first to get a hang of it before going to Battle mode. :DDD Hohoho!! Spencer genius sia!!
Anyway, that was yesterday. Now it's a Saturday morning and Mama and Papa has gone off to the airport for a 10 hour plane trip to Las Vegas. I remember the plane trip I had to Washington with Godma. I don't know exactly how long it was since I can't be bothered to check then and I'm blurr so it kind of didn't cross my mind to check (heh heh...), but all I knew was that the journey was freaking long and I slept a lot. I also watched 2 movies and 1 PowerPuff girl episode. :DDD
OK GTG now. Aunty Mary just steam finish cha siu pao for me!! YAY!!
I take a lot of interest in the arts and sciences. You can say that I'm a geek, or something like that. I take a huge interest in learning the arts, literature, nature, photography, biology, physics, chemistry, etc.
I also love reading, especially books ranging in the classics, fantasy, thriller, crime-buster, in-popular-demand or highly-recommended category. I also browse through educational magazines once in a while.
I LOVE English Literature. I love Science too, but not as much. There's just so much to know in both categories, it's like a never-ending mystery. I don't really know how to describe how exactly it is wonderful. I just find it so, SO awesome.
I like to look at beautiful things, and that's where art comes in. I like looking at designs on anything, absolutely anything. Furniture, nature, sceneries, stamps, stickers, note books, prints, cakes, food, wood crafts, pottery, paintings, drawings, words, etc.
I enjoy good music, vocal and instrumental. My preference to the genres of music depends on my mood. It changes from time to time.
I love food. Chinese, western, Indian, Malay, you name it. I'm not really cut out to be a cook, but I love cooking all the same, especially baking.
I like active sports too. Jogging, taking walks and sprinting is not really my thing, unless I feel like it, which comes only once in a blue moon. I prefer playing friendly sports like basketball, soccer, badminton, volley and tennis. I love water sports too, like swimming and scuba-diving, although I seldom get the opportunity to do so.
I also love going out and hanging out with my family friends. Sometimes, I prefer going out alone. I usually hang out at the library or some book stores when I go out alone, maybe because I like quiet, peaceful places to do my stuff. When I'm with my friends, we'd be at the cinemas, or mini-food bars,restaurants, fast-food outlets, or neo-print booths. We can be just about anywhere and everywhere! Just being with them brings out my out-going side.
Whenever I go out with my family, its either for meals or bookstores or errands. I always look forward to such trips. Mainly because all of us are a funny bunch. We say and do stupid stuff so naturally, I always enjoy listening to the laughter and small comments that follows. It's like we're all playing out a sitcom family film.
Oh, oh! And I LOVE animals! Dogs, cats, elephants, horses, rabbits, hamsters, birds, bears, penguins, cubs, fawns, etc. I always find myself reading deeply into how a certain specie of animals lives in magazines such as "Discovery Box", "Current Science" and "National Geographic".
Another thing I like is fashion. It depends on my mood when it comes to shopping but I love looking at clothes and accessories. I don't really like earrings and necklaces. Whenever I see people wearing earrings and necklaces, I can't help but think it makes them look slightly unattractive.
About Me
People say I can be really blur and clueless. I don’t know. I don’t really know myself much. I play the sweet, mild flute in Military Band. I'm usually with my old friends; Cai Yue, Cai Long, Arisa, Hana, Chee Wai, Jun Jie, Wei Jie, Anna, Wei Ting, Ha Lin, Say Kiat and Lindy. I sometimes hang out with my BHSS buddies; Muhtadin, Buvana, Jocelyn, Xin Rong, Roselyn, Jing Xian, Nigel, Peggy, Maple, Tam, Wen Yuan and Stephanie. Those names in bold are the ones I’m closest with overall.
Booklist
What I don't have, What I want A to S
a geisha's journey | a place called here | a tranquil star | alice in wonderland and through the looking glass | an accidental light | anthology of japanese literature | be careful what you wish for by alexandra potter | careful what you wish for | chasing windmills by Catherine Ryan Hyde | confessions of an ugly stepsister | cranford by Elizabeth Gaskell | everything under the sky | goodnight beautiful | if you could see me now | judge the obscure | just friends | keep it in the family | madame bovary | marley and me | me and mr darcy | middlemarch | missing by susan lewis | mrs woolf and the servants | my best friend's girl | my sister's keeper by Joudi Picoult | out of the shadows by susan lewis | paths of glory by Jeffery Archer | perfect picture by Jodi Picoult | perfect strangers | Pinstripes | princess of park avenue | remember me? by sophie kinsella | shopaholic abroad | shopaholic and sister | since i don't have you by louise candiish | shantaram | someone special by Sheila O'Flanagan | special relationship | summer in the city | son of a witch
T to Z
the abstinence teacher | the annotated alice | the case of the imaginary detective by karen jay fowler | the chronicles of chrestomanci volume 3 by Diana Wynne Jones| the cinderella effect | the glass palace by amitav ghosh | the good thieve by hannah tinti | the guernsey literary and potato peel pie society | the kitchen god's wife | the last concubine | the love of her life by Harriet Evans | the private papers of eastern jewel | the quiet girl | the red convertible | the scandal of the season by Sohpie Gee | the sea, the sea | the stepmother's diary | the tokaido road | then we came to an end | Totto-chan | Twenties Girl | Twilight series: book 4 | two caravans | a short history of tractors in ukrainian | up at the villa | wagner the werewolf | wedding season | weekend in paris | what happens in london by Julia Quinn | who gets fluffy? | widows in eastwick | wild designs by katie fford | love letters by katie fford |
Wishlist
it's about saving $$$ the PERFECT blogskin good family and friends
digital camera (orange, lime green, white or violet)
big bedroom with a HUGE study table desk and a labyrinth of shelves! BIG, BIG closet for clothes
books from my "Book List"
to Japan, Australia, Mongolia, London, Korea and China!
soft toys; favouring HUMUNGOUS white/black/brown teddy
iPod (baby blue, orange, lime green, white or violet) new laptop new (big) wallet 3E2 '09
score straight As for 2009 EOY and 2010 O Levels The best for my love ones, and a happily ever after :)
The strength to support and move on with my love ones in life :)
Let's wait until my Os are over... Happy waiting!!
Misc
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Wong HY
Twin of Wong Rui Yee (deceased)
Aquarius.
Buddhist.
Annoyingly klutzy
BUT moral conscious.
My mini-profile for people who like to read stuff short (:
Guide-lines
1.Roiworld: Click on "Fashion and Shopping" in "Categories" to view most of my roiworld designs AND a few intro on online fashion sites. Hover your mouse key over the Phlook photos at the left-side to select whether you want to "zoom in/out", "favourite" it, "comment" or "copy embeded code".
3. To view my roiworld profile, go to my "profile" and click the link, "roiworld: kuonster". It's below my name and birthdate.
4. If you have an urgent message for me, email my gmail. I check it once every week. Note that it is just my e-mail, and not my MSN.
5. I won't be updating my twitter by sms so often anymore, and I don't think I can update it frequently by my laptop. I've been short of cash, lately. :S
6. I won't be able to blog much except during the holidays: March, June, September, November, December.
MOO-ved
